Painful situations

My gf fell down for the second time in two weeks (or was it one week?). The first time was in her casual/part-time work place @ The Forefront Eatery Restaurant.

Speaking about the "Forefront" it's a great restaurant on Franklin St. as you turn left from Swanston St. in Melbourne. I've eaten it there twice before and I'm a happy customer. Foods great! Apparently they specialize in seafood (or so my gf says); but ironically I've eaten things that are NOT seafood related... hahaha...

Anyways, the second time my gf fell was just outside a SGI meeting venue. Apparently she misread a step and landed on her knees. For some reason, because of that the "blood rushed up and caused me to feel woosy and a headache" (so she says...???)

I sadistically enjoyed rubbing "Zhen Gu Shui" (some chinese medicinal ointment) over her bruises on her knees and watched her scream in pain. ^.^ And she even asked me to do it too!!!

On another topic; I have been pondering how limited the human capacity is... or maybe my own capacity. I have re-question myself, asking questions like "What really is kosen-rufu?" I've sought and answered this in the past... and even felt satisfied with the answer, but over and over again I had to ask it. Is it because I am forgetful? Or is my puny mind unable to grasps the answers' essence?

*ponder, ponder, ponder*