ASCII art

I'm always amazed at how people can create pictures from text files. I mean they type out characters and stuff in certain order with certain amount of spaces and it'll form a picture.

Went surfing around and found a few sites that actually converts any picture into HTML or ASCII, either in color or grayscale/b&w. Pretty cool... check it out here and here.

Had a eureka moment earlier in the shower... I realized why heart is so restless... since LY went away for holidays, I've been living as if she was here with me; going about my regular schedule and many of the things I found 'fun' were not fun anymore because she wasn't around to share it with me anymore.

So when I decided to do something new, like going out to party a bit or doing things with other people that I don't usually do, I was like a bird released from a cage. And I enjoyed something different, something that I haven't enjoyed for a long time. And when I'm with this 'other girl' it was fun - something new. Actually, I don't think I have feelings for this other girl, more like a feeling of "this is what it will feel like if LY was like this..." and I like that feeling; and I want to feel more and more... so with this 'other girl' I want to be with so I can have that 'feel' again. I guess I want LY to do things that this 'other girl' will do with me. However, I must say that all this talk about 'feeling' something for another person is one sided (I'm sure...) it's all in my head and I'm struggling with the thoughts. The worst thing is that this 'other girl' is a friend too... a close friend. I'm on the border of either crashing and burning or lifting off... I'm in a such a dangerous position... but I'm holding on tight... I'll be fine - I think - I think I'll be able to hold on until this Saturday...

Gambate-yo!!